little miss worrysome complainer....

Life really really really is taking a difficult twist for me right now. People are annoying, work is not necessarily great either.... the worse part is people you call close are rarely around you! ughhhh... so i complain about my life. but most people tell me dont complain simply because i have a roof over my head, and can afford to eat my three meals... then why do most of us feel depressed and stressed about something or the other besides the roof over our head or our basic meals? ok my life's problems right now may seem insipid when compared to the problems people have, but my problems are important to me.... and its my right to worry! of cos i'm always complaining about something or the other... true i wont deny it.. i ALWAYS complain/worry/fret about something.... never do i have anything good to say about life... but i see people happy and problem free and i envy them... then the jealousy makes me depressed and then i start to worry... so ok its a never ending cycle... this worry cycle... sigh............

exams-a necessary evil?

so here goes my first blog... i must say this is a procrastinator's paradise...

so i'm supposed to be studying for some god awful exam.. which obviously i have no luck in passing! no i'm not that kind of a lucky girl.. things never fell on my lap... and i wasn't the intelligent one to pass exams without studying hard and i mean really hard...sigh... so after almost a year and a half i'm sitting for an exam... which i had no clue about till about a wee ago! obviously i have no clue about anything and also i'm not sitting at my own will but due to various threats from parents... sigh.! such is my life.. i end up doing a lot of things for other people or just to make others happy....exams test yor ability to write fast, how many pages can you write within three hours? how much can you cram in three hours? at times i wonder does an exam really test your levels of intelligence? i didnt think it does... but everywhere you go, a persons intelligence or their capability is tested through an exam... isn't high time we do away with it?

 in my ideal world exams would never exist.... yes i can dream cant i? yes i can... back to reading....