Mornings

Its the mornings that are the hardest. As my body clock synced with your early mornings. your knack for getting up early rubbed off on me. the day started with you and ended with you. i woke up to another day with you. that thought kept me going the whole day. in between meetings my mind would relax and think i meet you today. that's all that kept me going. life was so easy back then. simple. fun. loving. but now the mornings seem like the end. not a beginning. heavy heart. mind unsettled. tear stained eyes. as the sun rises life seems so vague and blurry. life is never what it will be. and so starts another day without you.

Two weeks

As each day dawns, i no longer think its another brand new day. its another day without you. another day without your love. it has been two weeks. two weeks of a dead like state. two weeks of torture. two weeks of pain. two weeks of tears. its another second without you, another minute, another hour without you.and its another day without you. another week. two weeks of not caring, not loving and most importantly two weeks of not loving one self. two weeks of wondering, unsurety, unlove, undermined dreams, two weeks of absolute craziness. two weeks of falling and still not touched the ground. two weeks of chaos. two weeks of madness. two weeks of broken and hopes dashed. two weeks of not holding hands, two weeks of no chats over coffee, two weeks of no conversations about the future, two weeks of nothingness but darkness. i  wish two weeks was all it took.

I remember

Like yesterday the araliya tree

Promises made

Trust was made

A love was borne

The dreams

The laughter

Simple pleasures in life

became more and more

The nights were bearable

The nights were not dark

Full of dreams

Full of love

Life became better

Life became worth living

Life was exciting

Life was amazing

The key to my heart

I gave you 

You told me never to let go

I said i never will

And i never did

Perfection

You were perfection
Your words were perfect
Your promises were perfect
The way your eyes lit up were perfect

perfect came as love
perfect came as a gentleman
perfect came as hope
perfect was just right

Your life and mine was perfect
Your dreams together were perfect
Life was just perfect
And everything was perfect

Suddenly i saw imperfection
Where the cracks began to show
Where my life was sucked out
My heart and soul cracked at your imperfection

and i no longer was perfect